I’ve always thought that if you make someone smile or smile at someone throughout the day you not only feel better but it could be just what that other person needed. I had forgotten how good it feels to smile in general. Finally after ten years of covering my face to laugh or smile or…

It didnt occur to me until today that some people just dont have maternal or paternal insticts and of course like always I allowed google to let me overthink things like i so often do. I cant expect kyrie dad to feel any type of bond or emotion since he truly hasnt bonded with him…

As parents we may say things to our kids that seem harsh at the moment and probably is and I used to think it was a line of crap to hear this hurts me more than it hurts you. But after going in on Kyrie momma and daddy and being so pissed at them all…

Another month has passed once again quickly, the grandbaby has a major play in that for sure. Missy moved away to another town yesterday but I think she needed to leave skiatook she mainly would swing through town for a week or two and then be gone but since clint passed away not only losing…

I look and see you~ I listen and hear you~ I grope and feel you near~ But still, I do not recognise… To forget love #poetry #shadorma

It seems as if its been a while since I have been able to get laptop time that doesnt include nextflix or youtube. Kyrie is growing so fast ans with kailee working fulltime I stay pretty busy . I try to get up early and atleast get a little me time in on my bike…

Kyrie went to his other grandma house today while his mom worked so debated on a nap or a bike ride and both are very necessary but before I nap here are a couple pictures from my afternoon adventure

Kyrie is off to watch his dad play for the Tulsa Hornets. I hope they have a really good time. Tomorrow the work week starts again and he has to babysit his Gigi.

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